Me…moraa…

Living in my sweet thought and memory

Inside the corridor of loneliness

Zeroing at some suffocation of existence

A new hope twinkle like a bright star in sky

Never assumed a shape of solidarity

Agonizing for all misunderstandings

Pale are the looks and her smiles

Overacting my emotions and divide

Long stretches of a life path

Enlarging unto the death of a noise

Silence prevails in loneliness.

Unseen Ego

I believe ego is an ingredient of human behavior and it can effect life in both ways. Positively it gives us a push to think differently and doing good things commanding others. But most disturbing side is negative interpretation which not only ruins our life but also affect the relationship with others. We cannot realize that our ego is getting strong and may disturb our daily living. I have seen people who hate others because others have shown their ego prominently while dealing with situations. But at the same time I see these people are also not free from ego as if ego is a part and parcel of human life.  We love to respect respectable but when we disrespect in our action, we cannot realize what we do. Our thought and action should move in same direction. We need to balance our negatives with positives in such a way that positives are seen and negatives are managed properly by ourselves. Our ego may bring good things in life but that is short lived. But ego affect life in many ways and always it is unseen to us. Once we are able to see our ego, we can correct our life in a better way.

Setting a goal

Sometimes I feel good browsing my face book looking at the funny pictures shared by friends. I always take it funny as most of the pictures shared are meant to make someone laugh. But some of the pictures bear very significant meanings that can change one’s life too. I saw a picture showing one moral from Einstein that says “ if you want to live a happy life, tie it with a goal, not to people or objects”. Really I was moved as I was too depressed on the events around. I never thought of a goal, rather I wanted my life to go on like water flowing from top to bottom. Goal setting in life is very important and I never tried it once. I tied my works with people I live with; I tied my efforts to objects. I never get what I should and when these people are going away, my work is disrupted and I feel pain. When I fail to get my things, I feel harassed. But my goal is still unset. It is not yet taking birth. Life is not to live as we live I feel. Life has a greater meaning now. A goal oriented life is really meaningful. People are crazy of money, security, relationships, happiness etc. But they never thought of setting a goal that can take care of all these. Temporary solutions to the problems we face are not going to help us in long run. Let me try to set a goal and hope the best.

U turn in life

When the life takes a U turn with unexpected blows, we feel as if we are killed in our thought and energies. We never see something good waiting for us and we just go crazy and sometimes depressed. Destiny rules and we are just made to obey whatever happens in our life. I was asked by a student “sir, can I get a straight line to my results in the annual examination?” Very funny questioning when I was teaching the slope of a straight line.  My prompt answer was to find out the ways and means most suitable to your IQ so that with minimum efforts you can. We are habituated to have an easy way out and hesitate to pass through hurdles. But we do not know hurdles too make our mind and morals sharp and we get many good things while passing through it. In another event, a friend asked me to find out a way so that something magic can happen in life. Life itself a magic and we should enjoy it with our intrusion. Long days back one Sadhu predicted something looking at my horoscope. I just smiled at him as I knew these predictions are not to happen unless I put due efforts. I knew we are the maker of our destiny if we are determined and true to our heart. Again in the mid of my life I got blows and I turned submissive to astrology. People predict this month, that day you will be in right path but I never see a solution to the problems that I face. Time passes, my healthy mind gets disengaged and the world around seems unreal, uncertain and unbelievable. Why this happens in everyone’s life??? Why we are faced with so much of pain??? Sometimes we make wrong decisions and to correct it later we also commit blunder, a more serious wrong that turns hard to bear with. We never feel content with what we have. What we do it seems right now but later it is felt wrong. This is because we are illusioned with our ego.  Every action has a time and due effort and we misunderstood it so we face the consequence. Life is not what we dream, it is how we make it.